Without her mother, she could have been lost. The bewilderment of finding herself alone in the world could have led to depression and despair. But she wanted to live.
You could tell that she wanted to live. After all, this was the baby we thought was already dead at her birth-- yellow from muconium staining, not breathing, limp. Dr. Jana was so sure that she was dead that we all turned our attention back to Maria, her mother. But 2 minutes later Lynette saw her breathing! Even though she had shared in her mother's sedation, she made her presence--her life!--known.
Many crias who have a slow start refuse the bottle, but not this girl. She was eager to take whatever milk was offered to her, in whatever form it was offered. She wasn't picky at all!
But she had more hurdles to jump than just being an orphan. Because she was a tail-first breach, her body had been crammed backwards into a tight space for quite awhile. Her legs, hips, and neck were scrunched into positions not normally held by alpaca crias. When she was finally freed from her cramped quarters, Miracle was a bit misshapen.
Her front legs gave the appearance of having been "windswept", with her left foreleg fairly straight, but the right curved abnormally to the right in a curve that encompassed her whole leg, from the shoulder to the ankle. It almost hurt to imagine what it felt like to stand.
The hindquarters were similarly "swept" to the right. Her lower back and hips had been turned to the right, and her right hind leg opened out so that the stifle appeared to be on a sideways hinge. Below the stifle, the leg was curved to the right similarly to the front leg.
Her neck was a normal length, but appeared shorter than usual because of a kink about an inch below the base of the ears. It caused her chin to tuck in and her nose to point to the right a bit. I wondered how she would be able to nurse, even if she did figure out how to stand.
Altogether, she was a discouraging sight, but nothing was too daunting for our girl!
She learned to take the bottle quickly, and although she was only 12 lbs. at birth, she would virtually inhale 5-8 ounces in no time. We ran into a local shortage of goat's milk, so we switched to organic whole cow's milk with some yogurt stirred in for the probiotic benefit, and she sailed right through the change.
On Day 2, I gave her a shot of Vitamin AD to help with the straightening and strengthening of her limbs and neck. By Day 4 she was already looking straighter. Now, two weeks later, even I have to look hard to see the slight curvature of her legs and hips. Her neck straightened up quickly, also, which was a real blessing in the next part of the saga.
After Maria died, we tried Miracle with several other mothers to see if any of them would adopt her and let her nurse.
I knew she couldn't nurse well yet because of the kink in her neck, but I was encouraged with Clementine showed signs of accepting her.
Clementine is a maiden mother and had recently had her cria, so she was a good candidate for adopting an orphan. Between Miracle's persistence and lots of good thoughts and prayers from friends, Clementine is now happily feeding both babies!!
Hurray for Clementine---and for Kathy for being willing to let Clementine participate in our Adopt-A-Cria contest!
By the way, Clementine isn't the only one who has agreed to adopt little Miracle. Kate and her grandson, Mason, have formally adopted Miracle, making this story even more miraculous. Mason does almost all her care now, and is also practicing walking alpacas on a halter and lead rope for the Gold Country Gathering. He hopes to take Miracle to shows when she is old enough. He is getting to be a real Alpaca Wrangler!
So our little girl has found a family and security without her mommy. I'm sure we're still not as good as another alpaca at making her feel secure and loved, but she definitely is--secure AND loved.
Miracles still happen in the modern age. Don't let anyone tell you different!